it’s 1.35pm.i really should take a nap for a while and wake up around 2.im soo sleepy,still.even after a long sleep for 12 hours.ish if the petronas guy didnt call,my beauty sleep would exceed till 3,man.huwargh :O
received a call from petronas just now asking me to come there for an interview this 3pm.
honestly,i really dont know where these things lead me in life.
i couldnt,i wont.i know this sounds stupid cause people know how sarcastic i could be about love.but what im saying now,it’s true.it’s genuine.i guess quiet surrounding really does bring out the other side of person u never knew huh?
honestly,i really dont know what i want right now.
but being alone,like before,sounds perfect.it’s time.
i dont know why but i feel weird.about myself.about whats been happening in my life right now.im not quite sure i favour it.i really need to go back on track.to whoever i used to be.to the pathetic-emotional-depressed bitch i was.i need to find her back.cause somehow,im comfortable being that way.i know this sounds perculiar but i guess being a freak is who i am.a loner.im better off that way.i dont want to repeat the same mistake i did last time.
i really need some time alone.
see how emotional im being tonight?im fine this way.
did i make it that easy to walk right in and out of my life?